Fighting the Paranoia

After my experiences in Mexico, I find it really hard to keep the paranoia getting to me. Am I doing my job ok? Does my writing sound ludicrous and can I be taught or will I always be this ludicrous? Do I have the right attitude? Am I making the wrong types of comments? Should I have been that honest? Should I shut up? ARE THEY GOING TO FIRE ME YET???

I work as hard as I can but after days upon days of achieving nothing and always fighting to in Mex, I achieve alot in my new job (its all relative of course) and by the time the evening arrives - Im wrecked! I couldnt do overtime, even if I wanted to!

. . . and breathe . . .